a promise is a promise

"A New Year , 2010"

2009-12-31T09:31:00.000-08:00

"A New Year , 2010"

It's Year 2010.
well , I have nothing much to say actually.
But I really hope that this year , I can enter sec 5.
I will really study this time.
yup.
But of course , there is a need to play too.

here's Ivan Marion wishing Everyone
"A Happy New Year!!!!!!"
great year ahead.

" 'N' levels" "It's christmas"

2009-12-24T03:40:00.000-08:00

" 'N' levels "

hais....
I have only one thing to say about my 'N' levels results
I am retaining.
I failed my 'N' levels by 1 points
haha how lucky is that?
well , very lucky
one more extra year.
damn it

"It's Christmas"

here we are , christmas.
christmas..... wooooooooohoooooooooooooo!!!
presents ^^
nah..
I am not that happy this year though.
anyway , it's the season of joy.
and I am going for mid-night mass tonight.
well , I wish everyone merry Christmas.

_________________________________

"I wish that the snow will make you smile (:"

{Christmas Song By Owl City}

It's Christmas and we walk alone
Two strangers with no one to miss us
On our own
Out in the cold

Trudging onward
Braving a harsh winter storm
You and I met passing by
And now our spirits feel warm

I don't have anyone at home to talk to
And you don't have anything to do
So I'll spend my Christmas with you
I'll spend my Christmas with you

It's Christmas and we are in love
With the way that the soft snowflakes kiss us
From far above
The blustery breeze

Trudging onward
Braving a harsh winter storm
You and I met passing by
And now our spirits feel warm

I believe that Jesus is truly the only way
I celebrate Christmas because it's his birthday

I don't have anyone at home to talk to
And you don't have anything to do
So I'll spend my Christmas with you
I'll spend my Christmas with you
I'll spend my Christmas with you
I'll spend my Christmas with you

{Umbrella Beach By Owl City}

Stems and gears, oh how the daisies bloom
When chandeliers light up the engine room
Can you feel the drops as it starts to rain
There's an underwater Ferris wheel where I found the missing link to this island chain

Home will always be here, unseen, outta sight
Where I disappear and hide
I think dreamy things as I'm waving goodbye
So I'll spread out my wings and fly

Home is a boxcar and it's so far out of reach
Hidden under umbrella beach

Home will always be here, unseen, outta sight
Where I disappear and hide
I think dreamy things as I'm waving goodbye
So I'll spread out my wings and fly

I'll spread my wings and fly

Home is a boxcar and it's so far out of reach
Hidden under umbrella beach

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"This Holiday"

2009-12-11T01:23:00.000-08:00

"This Holiday"

well , I am not enjoying my holidays.
not at all....

I have been helping my mum around the house.
My mum wanted to exchange room with my first brother , eva my sister and I.

the switching is now finished.
and now , my mum's room is ours.

I am not enjoying my holidays not because I have been helping my mum
but because I feel miserable.

I don't know why.
but I guess I am not the only one feeling sad during the holidays.

at least , I am glad I got to blog again.

=To Amanda=

cheer up(:
everything will be fine in the end.

"The sight of a 1000 crowns makes it bright but seeing you smile makes it bright"
(:

" 'N's are over man " > Class Chalet :D

2009-10-20T11:26:00.000-07:00

" 'N's are over man "

haha yes Yes YES!!!!
'N's are over man ...
haha I feel so free.
but now , It is time to worry about my results .
yup.

> Class Chalet :D

since our 'N's were over.
Louis from my class planned out a chalet for us
(Class 4/3)
on the 17th of October .
well , It was fun .
we watched at least two movies
"Drag me to Hell" and "The Orphan"
they were great.
"Drag me to hell" wasn't scary
instead , it was funny haha.

It was damn stupid man.
we were laughing.
besides that , we went out to the Beach at about 2 am in the morning .
It was nice.
With the sea Breeze blowing .

I shall end here
Right after The lyrics
(English translation)
of this song : "Namida" By 2backka

English Translation

No matter how many thousands of times I've cried
I'll always get over it
I can't act stupid to escape it
That kind of situation, you understand, right?
Now it's the last time, the last chance
Even if it fails, don't be scared
Being sad or depressed
Or having loved, there'll be a day
When you're cured
In those days when things don't go according to plan
The feeling of being deceived
It's like something being broken
The tears begin overflowing
It's impossible to be unaffected
It's impossible to show a frank face
If I'm always avoiding it
Thinking about it even now I won't stop
It's not finishedIt can't be finished
Nothing has even started
The answer hasn't been received
I can't give up
I haven't even felt the significance, meaning and happiness of my existence
Something anyone needs
I'm waiting for my tomorrow
Stepping over those crying over and over days
I'll become strong
I shouldn't pretend to be stupid to escape it
That kind of situation, you understand, right?
Being put down many thousands times
I'll always get over it
Your voice will arrive, right?
No matter where
It will be heard immediately.

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"My beautiful Handphone has been stolen by some ass" {The last day of my sec 4 year} "LA LA LA LA LA.....It's a Beautiful world we're all here"

2009-10-31T22:26:00.001-07:00

"My beautiful Handphone has been stolen by some ass"

hais...
My handphone got Stolen ):
and the worst is that friday was the last day of school.
I wouldn't be able to sms my Juniors anymore .

shit lah!
damn I am gonna find the person who took my Phone.

{The last day of my sec 4 year}

Friday was the last day of my sec 4 year ):
I will miss the School , the people I have met there
And most importantly , I will miss the Memories I had in that school.
I wish this day wouldn't have come.

I had fun being in Assumption
I will miss the people in my Class.
(Basically everyone I have met in that school)

I should have treasure my years in Assumption.
and Now , I am regretting .

"LA LA LA LA LA ...It's a beautiful world"

Just found a new song.
It's interesting (:
yup.
listen and watch the video
Enjoy .

"Beautiful world (we're all here) " By Jim Brickman , sang by Dala and Adam Crossley

Strawberry lips shining in the summer sun
Canary-tipped glowing there for everyone
You fell asleep under the cherry tree
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here

Your winter skin warming in the summer sun [summer sun]
We know within you will stay forever young [forever young]

You fell asleep under the solid sea
It's time to wake up
The moon is high above you
We're all here 'cause we love you
And when you finally open your eyes and ears
You'll see and you'll hear us sing

La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world
It's a beautiful world

You fell asleep under the solid sea
It's time to wake up
The moon is high above you
We're all here 'cause we love you
And when you finally open your eyes and ears
You'll see and you'll hear us sing

La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world [It's a beautiful world]
It's a beautiful world

"It was always you but why did history turn itself around?"
"and why do you run now?"

Signed,
Marion...

~What the hell man , I feel pain~ "Wielding the License , I just couldn't bear to see you fall again"

2009-10-26T01:15:00.001-07:00

~What the hell man , I feel pain~

Basically , some of my friends and I went to school today .
and so we found out that there wasn't any school.

we were like " WHAT THE HELL!"
well , we didn't know because we did not receive any letter saying that there wasn't any school for the sec 4s too.

haha.
so Thaddeus came over to my house.
(if some of you have noticed , my msn has been logged in since morning)

The funny thing is that , I have been feeling pain in my chest since this morning.
haha.
weird day for a chest pain.
I could be the weather itself.
Oh well , I just have to bear with it for the whole of today.

"Wielding the License , I just couldn't bear to see you fall again"

With the License of a will.
I saw you fell
I have always tried my best to make you smile.
The laughs you bring.
and the Jokes we bring

wielding the License , I shall always keep this will.

Signed,
Marion#

"Smiles for the Amanda I knew "

2009-10-23T03:20:00.000-07:00

walking down the school's walk way....
a smile I saw
a laugh I heard.
reminded me of the past.

what do I see in this event you might ask.
I would say I see you ....

you over-reacted at everything haha.
It was fun going out as a group with Jeremy.
life wasn't that hard.
but It was a bit weird (:

life was always weird.
but It turned out fine.
I saw you as a very close friend .
but the first time you saw me , you thought of me as someone esle .
you walked pass my class.
and most of the time , during my maths lessons.
haha.

I was always happy to see you.
but I wasn't happy with myself.
the third month came and you told me why you have been walking pass my class.

well , I was surprised .
oh well , It was the past.

problems came to you .
I have always been helping.
well , like you said I gave you good advices.
haha..yup .

and now , troubles come to you again .
and I have no say on this one .
and I said sorry , because I really can't help but I can say that
the hardest way of life is where you and I stand.

Fear is what makes us stronger.

signed ,
marion...

"To see , to Feel and to Realise that what I have given up isn't what I would pay for"

2009-10-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

what I see
is what I have felt
and what I have realised about you

Never was the heart shaped like a heart
Never was a dream that hard to see
Never shall this clown be real
Cause' if he was , I shall fetch his crown

Never was th Clown unreal.
Such that his frown was blamed
This is the Turning Point

"...And still , the hurt was the price of three"
The gamble of Spades showed the way.

"...And so , The 52 cards were all in one deck but the hearts are what I have given to you"

Signed ,
Marion

no postes til my 'N's are over ):

2009-07-25T20:18:00.000-07:00

Hey readers!
sorry , but this blog will not be active for 4 months til my 'N' levels are over ):
hais....
oh well , come back in 4 months time and you will see postes again .

all I can say is , GOOD LUCK!

good luck for the end-of-year exams , 'N's and 'O' level people , good luck too (:

Shall end now .
posting later.
after 4 months

-Busy , Complex , unique life- "UVERworld ablum ...." "The Jester"

2009-07-10T16:58:00.000-07:00

-Busy , Complex , unique life-

I have not been blogging for 2 weeks , I think.

hais.....

My life is so busy now.

sec 4 .....

It's such a terrible year to be in.

but of all , I love being in this year.

not liking it the most but it's one of the better years.

A human's life is so complex .

all of us are unique

different thoughts run through our heads.

but some have the same thoughts because the connection of freindship.

"UVERworld album..."

NOOO!!!!

My album ...

it broke .

In yan (Japan rate for money) , it costs 5,000

hais...

oh well , There's a new album coming out.

the 13th singles .

UVERworld : GO-ON

haha it sounds interesting but it's only sold in Japan.

well then , I guess i have to get all the songs from the net.

"The Jester"

"The Crown holds your Promise"

"My hand holds your Melody"

"This was the Jester you missed"

"From the Crown , It formed the Mask"

The Jetser , a fool
or a Buffoon .

"was i just another Jester"

thoughts , wonders and dreams.
with these
he thought
He wondered
and Dreamt of you

"To dream...."

Deep sleep.
Sorrow from the Heart .
and I dreamt of you.
dreamt of my back facing you.
Tears run.
run from beneath My Mask.

"am I a demon , a fool or Just another Jester" I asked myself.

"Born to be a Fool"

The world moves ..
The Clown walks on.
with him , he carried your promise and your Melody.
words flowed through his head .

and so he wondered.
wondered the past and the Memories of you.
with snow falling on his head.
he said to himself " I will walk on no matter what happens"

"Formation of The mask "

With the Crown in My Pocket.
I stood back , thinking.
But as I wondered about you.
I grew stronger.
and stronger.
with The Crown as my Promise to you.
I dreamt of that Mask.
and so with my Dream and that Promise .

It fromed my Mask.

"The Mask of this Jester."

"...And so I hold that Promise in
My Crown and The Melody in my hand"

"School starts tomorrow" "missing you badly , wonders...."

2009-06-27T18:09:00.000-07:00

"School starts tomorrow"

school's starting tomorrow.
haha..
It's a great thing
but a bad thing because I have not completed some of my work .

so I will be rushing through them today.
I have not even sold any of my Boys' town Tickets .
shit.
I'm dead.
no worries.
I'm gonna rush through every single thing today and it's gonna happen.

"missing you badly"

It's been less than a month and I'm missing you badly.
everyday , wonders scroll through my head.

and I have been wondering " where have you gone?"

I have always wondered about this world and you.
and I found out that this world was the world you walked.

It has always been you.
...and now , I shall walk together with my memories.
Promised.

Signed , Marion....
To the best of the best , Tracy.....

"Just another Jester"

=what's in here , isn't out there=

2009-06-25T19:10:00.000-07:00

=what's in here , isn't out there=

I'm going out again .
today , I will be going to Choa Chu Kang Library to do finish my Holiday Homework.
as I have promised myself to work hard for my 'N's.

so I will be meeting Keegan at Choa Chu Kang later.

haha...
It seems boring doing work at home.
that is why , the library is better.
sometimes.....

hais...
*nothing to blog about until I finish up something in mind.*

well , shall end my post here.
after this wonders

"was I just another Jester?"
"was The Sky Such a wonder?"
"Or was it That this Jester misses you?"
"so badly"

"as early as some early birds"

2009-06-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

"as early as some early birds"

I was up since last night.
I couldn't sleep.
so I switched on the computer and here I am , Blogging !

well , I don't even know why I couldn't sleep .
Maybe I just did not want to .

all I know is that , my computer mouse went crazy again .
shit lah ..
haha...
I gonna find out what's wrong with this computer .

Besides blogging , I was spending my time reading D.gray man comics on the internet.
It is better to read
than to watch the Series.
Because most of the time , the Comic is faster than the series.

but the episode titles and the happenings in the comic are very much diffenert from the series.
I read until episdoe 174.

well....
The only thing left for today is studying.
hais....
Amaths Questions again.
my head is full of numbers now ...

shall end my post here .
after "you"

"I shall wonder the past
with that Crown"

"library People" {listening over and over again}

2009-06-19T05:48:00.000-07:00

"library People"

Went to the library to study with Bryan ong today.
haha..
actually , I was rather tired today .
but Still , I went out to the Library ..
haha.

well , I reached around 12.50 pm.
I found bryan ong at the top floor sitting down near the windows.
all of a sudden , I did not feel studying .
so I sat there awhile talking to bryan.

The funny thing was that
the library was full of poeple today.
most of them were young Adult .
bet they are studying for their up coming exams.

The thing is that , I did "some" Questions .
haha...
well , the library is a fun place to hang out after all.

{listening over and over again}

Rie Fu
Female Japanese singer .
she sang the song "あなたがここにいる理由"

あなたがここにいる理由 = Anata ga koko ni iru riyuu
This song is the 5th ending theme for D.gray man.

haha.. dont know why either but I keep listening to this song.

Enjoy

well , shall end my post here.
Over this words

"And that now ,
I shall wonder the past to find you"

Today's the Eve!

2008-12-23T18:39:00.000-08:00

Today's the Eve of Christmas ...

It seems like I wouldn't have a gathering for them
because most of my relatives are working.

hais....
speaking of Christmas...
I got 2 presents already
but I'm not gonna break the rules by opening them yet
not like my brothers...

haha..
well , I will wait till boxing day

To everyone and every Creature : Merry Christmas! and remember to open your presents , maybe You will even see a flying Santa

Flying Santa = Jeremy Goh

-Tracy-

I still have not bought your present ...

"1/2 the Holidays left" +Busy people Like Bryan+

2009-06-17T17:03:00.000-07:00

"1/2 the Holidays left"

1/2 of this Holiday have passed.
and The only things left to do is to Study and do finish my Holiday Homework.

I have started on Homework .
hais...
Sitting at the table seems like Being back in Primary school.

well , doing test papers then
were an easy task.
but now , the fromat of the papers have changed
and now it's Boring .

+Busy people Like Bryan+

Bryan ong and I were suppose to go out to
Woodlands library to study today.
but he said " maybe It would be better to go tomorrow instead"
Because he said he has Tuition at about 4 or 5 Puls later.

hais...
what a busy guy.
like another friend of mine.
haha.

shall end this post.
Here , at the end of that phrase.

"To Miss the
Best of you"

- Hmm... nice > Take That - Said it all : piano version :D -

2009-06-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

- Hmm... nice > Take That - Said it all : piano version :D -

I found this on Youtube .
It sounds nice man.

Said it all by Take That : The Piano Version

Watch it ..
woooooo........!

Enjoy (: .

" as the piano plays..."

At the BBQ pit .

2009-06-13T19:35:00.000-07:00

At the BBQ pit

Yesterday , We had our PA party.

which was a........
I dont know what to say.
But it was normal .
haha .
expect for the swimming pool part.
some of the Guys there were planning to push me in the swimming pool :D
hmm... never did work .
because of some reason , they did not want to .

lucky , I had my phone with me .
well , Thanks to Bryan and the rest
There was a party to go to.

Thank you guys (:

"The Plan..." "Mom's collecting Stones for Art"

2009-06-15T00:46:00.000-07:00

"The Plans..."

hmm....
seems like I have been planning days for studying outside with my friends.
and tomorrow, I plan to go Thaddeus' house
with Keegan to do finish Our Geography Project.
haha...

Finally , I feel like studying .
I don't know why either .
but maybe it's because of my mood.
which it's a good thing .

well...
wednesday , I'm planning to go to the Library to Study with Bryan ong and Paul
Hope their free on wednesday .
Because both of they are always not free.

"Mom's collecting Stones for Art"

My Mom have been Collecting stone for this pass few days.
Because , She said she wants to start with her Stone art.
In The book she borrowed , It looked interesting.

seems to me that she is interested in making Art out of stone.
to sell on the Internet .
Hope it will be a success .

I shall end this post here
After you (:

"Even though I missed the best of you ,
I shall Be The Clown in that Crowd"

"A Party that was like a Performance" {why I made that last post} "...And now , I will turn away with my Crown in the pocket"

2009-06-11T18:58:00.000-07:00

"A Party that was like a Performance"

Today at exactly 5.30 pm
My PA's gourp party will be starting (:

I hope it will turns out well...

But i will leaving my house at about 1 pm .
Because Bryan and I have to go buy some stuff .
I don't know what he wants to buy .

oh well.
Hope I will enjoy this .

{why I made that last post}

Haha ....
On my last post , It was a bit cheem...
someone said so .

well , you must be wondering who is the post for .
It's Obvious.
so I am not going to tell you .

The clue is in my Tagbox.
The post was to cheer her up (:

*well , I hope it cheered you up
your welcome for the post*

"And that The BS Family will rise to center of the stage"

"...And now , I will turn away with my Crown in the pocket"

Monday was the happiness I could give to you.
But Monday was not the best thing yet.
Monday was just the luck I gave to you.

not just but the best of luck.

Tuesday may have been good to know.
But Tuesday was just another day to play with.
To play on the stage .

The stage of life you meant .

so I moved aside and saw the difference .

I saw that Now , I shall turn away with my Crown in my pocket.

"But I shall away be the
hidden clown in the Crowd"

"Smiling was the promise (:"

"I have nothing to say about feeling but I know that you all are great"

2009-06-11T00:37:00.000-07:00

"I have nothing to say about feeling but I know that you all are great"

Press play first.
Now Listen and read as it plays "Said it all"

Emotions of Pain.
Hate .
Love .
Happiness.

Being Scared or Afraid.

It's not a crime.
to be feeling like this .
You can't blame yourself.
but you can blame No one .

You can say that it's all your fault
But Emotions are not for you to choose to your advantage.

To fear yourself is the fear life.
No one has the right to choose a fear .
Fear is everyone's Weakness.
But fear can be an advantage to life.

"oh , you are one scary person"
you might say.
but what makes you scary is not the look but the power of an emotion.
and being scary is the best part of life.
Being Scary is one
Being afraid of yourself is another
being scary is not for you to choose.

you can be looking scary in front of me
but I don't feel your fear at all.

you don't have to know yourself.
You just have to know that you are you.
and that now you 're 14 .

...And that now , you can say it all (:

Signed , Marion....

" To hope the best that
you are best of the yourself "

Hope you feel better of yourself now , Junior (: .

Take That : The Circus :D "Potluck for SLs on 6 June 2009."

2009-06-10T03:16:00.000-07:00

Take That : "The Circus" :D

Finally , I have The album .
Take That : "The Circus"

Not only "Greatest Day" is my favorite
But almost all the songs in the album is my Favorite .

Like :
-Hold up a light
-How did it come to this
-Said it all****

Interesting songs .
yup yup ..

"Potluck for SLs on 6 June 2009."

There was a Potluck for the SLs and outgoing Leaders on the 6th of June.
It was really really fun .
We played Police & Theft .
It was the first time in 4 years that I had played that game.

haha...
It was the best game man ..
I'm looking forward to play it again at my PA party .

The food at the Potluck was nice man .
some of The Juniors made food and brought it for the potluck .
which was nice of them (:

Thank you guys for the food .

I shall end here .
Right after the smile (:

+PA party discussion+ !Holiday lessons!

2009-06-05T04:27:00.000-07:00

+PA party discussion+

We are gonna have a party for my PA group .
so Bryan Ong , Paul and I are planning it .
but 2 days ago , Paul wasn't free .

He could not come out of his house due to something he had to do
(I bet it was Homework)

so , Bryan and I decided to meet up after our holiday lessons .
The meeting place was Outside of my school ...

haha...
such a weird meeting place because Bryan is from SJI.

and from my school , we proceeded to Woodlands library .
we entered the library , went up to the last floor and sat down near a window.
and we started to discuss.

!Holiday lessons!

Finally , I left one more day and my holiday starts.
My Holidays are starting after this monday .
but still , I have Amaths class on the 24 June 8am to 10am.

well , I can't wait for Monday to be over .

I shall my post here .
After this Smile (: .

"You Found a Crown
In my Pocket"

30/05/09# : I'm officially Ivan Marion = having my Confirmation today , -June-

2009-05-29T16:41:00.000-07:00

*30/05/09# : I'm officially Ivan Marion = having my Confirmation today*

haha....
Today's my confirmation day .
my name will be officially "Ivan Marion"

My Confirmation starts at 5.30 pm (Evening mass)
but I have to report to church by 4 pm
which is 8 hours , 9 minutes and 40 seconds from now.

I dont really feel excited though.
oh well , I just got to wait til then.

-June-

The June holidays have just started today , although we are still in May.
It's the weekends.

Here are some events that are happening in June:
-Extra lessons from 2nd June to 5th June and the last day , 8th June.
-Potluck , for Student leaders.
-PA Gathering ("party")
-do textbook Questions for both E and Amaths
-study Geography notes.

A lot of stuff to do .
I guess .

well....

I shall end here .
after this smile (: and phrase.

"To smile the Best of Luck to you "
~Monday~

{ Pissed off! } " Younger brother's birthday :D " 'what a song (:'

2009-05-22T04:08:00.000-07:00

{ pissed off! }

shit!
I pass one subject ( Emaths "Just pass")
I failed 5 subjects .
And how the hell did I fail CLB

CLB = Chinese Language Basic

I am damn pissed off ...
Stress over results and still my sister thinks I still have the mood to Study Geography .
What The Hell is this man .
shit lah .

I know that if I fail this Time , I should study .
But if you were me , I bet you wouldn't want to because the stress I am going through is different from yours .
I still have to do CCA stuff .
What the Hell .

" Younger brother's birthday :D "

It was my Younger Brother's Birthday last sunday .
well , Both my sisters and I bought his present in the beginning of the year .
my sister , Joyce forgot to wrap it.
so , she placed the present in a handbag and gave it to my brother.
haha...

At least my brother had a good birthday .
Happy Birthday shaun ! (:

'what a song (:'

Hello By Take That .
From the Album " The Circus"

I have been listening to songs from this Album but I did not realise that "Hello" was one of my favorites.

I am dedicating this song to Tracy .

-Tracy-
Jia you !
for your 'O' level chinese (:
Hope this song will cheer you on with me .
Enjoy the song (:
Hope you would like it .

The video was not made by me .
and it's not really a video .
just listen to the song .
there is no video shown but there is a picture you can look at .